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Sinead O'Connor Explains 'Suicidal' Tweets, Difficulties With Son
- Posted on Jan 31st 2011 3:04PM by Emily Tan
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"I would never act on those feelings,' the 44-year-old O'Connor told the Irish Mail. "A lot of people have suicidal thoughts and you should never be ashamed to say that is how you are feeling. That was how I was feeling at the time that I wrote on Twitter and now I am dealing with my feelings. But I would never ever act on those feelings. By saying you feel the way you do it's a way of getting rid of the feelings."
"When I posted on Twitter it was like emotional diarrhea, I was thinking out loud, and it was a great blessing that I could express my those thoughts," she continued.
The tweets were inspired by her difficulties raising Shane, the child she had after an affair with musician and producer Donal Lunny. O'Connor admitted to "smashing his XBox on the floor" last summer and how she started to hate herself as a mother even after she replaced the gaming system. She also blames her suicidal thoughts on guilt over the lack of a father figure in Shane's life and admitted to pushing Lunny away.
"I felt suicidal because it's my fault that Shane's father isn't in his life," she said. "And because I wasn't able to take the pain away from him, the pain I caused. And because I hadn't understood that Shane's acting out was over the grief he has around not having his father."
News of the comments sparked concern for her children's welfare and might even call for a visit from social workers -- something that O'Connor welcomes with open arms. "Any experiences I have ever had with social services is they're very helpful," she said. "They're in the business of supporting parents and therefore kids. So they aren't people to fear. So I wouldn't mind at all if they came around. Maybe they'd have some advice. If they could at least post some, I'd be grateful."
While the Irish Mail reported that O'Connor had "desperate thoughts last week," O'Connor's official site says that she was "shutting down my twitter accounts" on Jan. 18. Although she says that she plans to start a new account at some point, there has been no announcement yet.
O'Connor's mental problems have long been covered in the media, and the 'Nothing Compares 2 U' singer has been diagnosed with bi-polar disorder. She attempted suicide via an overdose when she was 33 after fearing one of her kids would be taken from her. However, after seeing what her family went through after the attempt, she vowed to never do it again.
"For me, suicide is one of the most selfish acts a person can do. You may as well murder your whole family," she said.
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Sinead - you were born with an incredible gift of a beautiful voice and talent. That doesn't mean you are not still human and can suffer from the same stressors as the rest of us and then add mental illness into the mix. May you find peace, and know that many are praying for you to find that peace. Motherhood is very tough,I know as a working mother of identical twin girls...the first few years were very stressful, no sleep, and I remember screaming at them to go to sleep I was so exhausted...and then feeling completely guilty of being a horrible mother. You must first take care of yourself...before you can take care of others.
February 08 2011 at 5:08 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down ReplyWah! Take it from a single mother....the kid is only 6? Wait a few years; you don't even know the meaning of difficult until you raise a teen. Get into a parenting program now Sinead. Forewarned is Forearmed.
February 01 2011 at 1:13 AM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Reply"For me, suicide is one of the most selfish acts a person can do. You may as well murder your whole family," she said.
**** With this along with the suicidal twitters should be enough for the kids to be taken away and get her tested.....Who says that ?.....
However she does it: counseling, with or without meds or group therapy, finding God, or however, she does need help now. I gather from the article she has other children, I don't know how old they are but if the acting out of her 6 year old is driving her to verbal suicide, how is she going to cope when he hits puberty?
February 01 2011 at 12:23 AM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down ReplyBy saying she would welcome social service into her life and asking them for advice, she is saying she still needs help & the frustration level as a mother has not decreased. They really should step in & take that kid from her before she ends up hurting or killing him. Don't wait till its too late cuz I'll be the first one to say, "I told you so". Mothers like her snap all the time & she sounds like she's on the verge, begging for attention/help. Don't put her son at risk just because she's a "celebrity".
February 01 2011 at 12:01 AM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Replyemotional diarrhea....LMAO...diarrhea, cha-cha-cha
January 31 2011 at 11:15 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down ReplyI just have to say, to those of you that are giving Sinead a hard time about her case of "emotional diarrhea "..... You obviously don't know what it's like to be a single parent and all the emotional pressure it puts on a person. And for her to be Bipolar as well can make being a single parent even more difficult. "Emotional Diarrhea" as she calls it is a way to express what you are feeling no matter where or to who she expresses those feelings. By tweeting them it was in a way a cry for help, in hopes that someone would step in and offer her addvice or some emotional support. I have done the same thing on occasion when I am feeling overwhelmed, and it is a release some times a very much needed one at that. It is better that she tweeted what she was feeling rather than bottle it up then take it out on her child.
January 31 2011 at 10:58 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down ReplyYou may want to think of getting a mentor for you child if he is lacking a male role model. Big Brothers/ Big Sisters is a great program which you yourself can screen the volunteers. My son has one and he is great with him. That would at least take some stress and guilty feelings away. Another thing, you may need help, but asking social services to step in isn't always the answer. They may be more interested in getting your son out of your home than trying to help you. If anything speak to counselors and psychologists to help you find other ways of releasing your stress and understanding your underlying problems.
January 31 2011 at 10:54 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down ReplyYES, perhaps suicide is selfish Sinead...but so is ranting about your personal life on a public forum to get attention.
January 31 2011 at 10:47 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down ReplyHey Liz, Have you ever heard of someone crying for help? It is possible that what she needed was someone to talk her out of it. I'm glad people responded. I sure wouldnt call you!
February 01 2011 at 5:28 AM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down Replyme? No..I've never heard of anyone crying out for help. I live under an incompassionate rock. I careless because it's SINEAD, OK. This woman has always strewn her emotions out to everyone. She should've "spoken" to someone like a therapist YEARS ago.
February 01 2011 at 12:12 PM Report abuse Permalink rate up rate down ReplyPLEASE don't do anything so rash. You must think of Shane. Life is hard and raising a child especially for a single mother but you'll get through. GOOD LUCK!!!
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